Originally Posted by
dollydo 
I believe at the core of his abuse towards you is....his self hatred....he hates himself and you are just a convenient target.
Indeed! Self-hatred misdirected at an easy target is common with active addicts. As long as he's abusive and angry towards you, he doesn't have to look at himself.
I hope you realize you deserve so much better. Abuse whittles away at us a little bit at a time. It's ugly.
Sending you lots of hugs from Kansas!
