Being tempted.......
Hi...it's Simon again.....I don't know where to start..
Firstly, I tried Pot for the first real time about nearly two weeks ago....which was stupid! I'm 36 yrs of age & have been diagnosed with Paranoid Psychosis & Clinical Depression but I have recovered from depression thanks to medication which I continue to take.
I did Pot about 6 days ago & it wasn't a pleasant experience like the first time, but even still I have been craving Pot throughout the past 6 days....
I bought some more Pot 3 days ago, just in case & I'm trying to resist temptation but I don't know how long I can stay clean.....
I'm taking it one day at a time & I haven't touched the Pot I bought....
I'm drinking a little wine today to ease my nerves, but I've never had a problem with drinking & I am not an Alcoholic.....I can't afford to fall agin & smoke Pot as I don't want to damage my mental health.....although it's tempting to try it just once more.....I'm fighting it with all my might.....
I feel double-minded on the issue but I've made tooo many promises to people & myself.....