Originally Posted by
suki44883 
I can't recall...are you attending al-anon meetings? They can really help you, hon. It's never a bad thing to get more information, and al-anon can arm you with information and help you look at things from other perspectives.
I don't think anyone blames you for what you are doing. Being a mom is the hardest job in the world, I don't care what anyone says. Please, take care of yourself.
Suki,
I couldn't find a meeting that is close enough. one far away, and I dont like to drive at night. cant believe that in this town, full of druggies and drinkers, that there is no meeting. used to be. but it dissolved.
guess i will look again. maybe there is a new one.
have wondered if online meetings would be good.
i tried to sign into one a couple weeks ago, that i had joined a long time ago, and no luck. I would love to find a meeting. i know that it would be a life saver.
thanks suki. thanks for understanding, and for the help.
love
chicory