Glad you are in therapy and getting some support. If you need more, reach out for it where ever you can. I think what you are experiencing is grief. It will come in waves. Just know that when you are feeling your lowest that you will feel better by the next day. Each day it will get a bit easier.
It is hard when you have a small child and find yourself thinking about all the future possibilities with fear but just focus on the here and now. Your daughter, coping with your pain and healing.
