Day four & a couple of questions
Hi again....I'm on day 4 of being sober and I am CONSTANTLY thinking of drinking. I get a rush of pride when I tell myself that I will not drink today,then the very next second, I am plotting to get away from my hubby to go get beer...what a horrible cycle. From what I gather, this will get easier to deal with right? Which leads me to the first question....why am I not having PHYSICAL withdrawl symptoms? I drank alot...ALOT ( at least 12-30 beers followed by 1-2 bottles of vodka a day for the past 2 yrs.) and I have had only a slight headache and a bit sleepy! Are the withdrawls coming or am I just lucky? I know I should be happy, but I am TERRIFIED of the really bad symptoms. I'm weird I know, but looking for some reasoning...
Another stupid question...my husband suggested getting some NA beer to "help" me get over the hump of the mental withdrawls. The idea sounded super to me, but wanted some input before I let him bring it home. Has anyone else tried this and did it help??
Thanks in advance!
missducky