So it was a long day...busy with work, then one friend I have kidnapped me and she took me on a hike so I could get some excercise and fresh air, just out of my sad house! Then alanon meeting. Its hard. I broke down crying. I couldn't even speak. I was talking about how yesterday I took my 3 year old to the beach who LOVES her Daddy...she is the biggest daddys girl ever and she didn't even smile but twice yesterday cuz she misses him. Normally she is all smiles. I feel so resentful that he caused this sadness on our baby girl.
Then toni