Thank Bobby. I haven't shared everything with my friends but trust me they do or did have it a lot worse off than I. If my RAH did half of what theirs have done I would be long gone! I keep giving it up to my HP so that the decision would be easy and if fact that is what I did and about a month ago and I felt like my HP was leading me in the direction of returning to work, but now... it doesn't feel that way. Maybe HP is waiting to see see what RAH will do???
I know ultimately it is me that has to make a decision, my HP can't do that for me, but I am trying to give it up to him so that he leads me down the path that is best for me and my family.