Today was my 5th week going and I remember the first day, I have to drive 30 mins to get there and I talked my self out of going at least ten times. But once I walked in the door I knew I was right were I needed to be and they ask me if I wanted to say anything but that I didn't have to. I opened up and it felt wonderful to be in a place that was full of people who understood the path I am on, because they have all walked a similar path. And it was good to find out I was not being judged, and that It wasn't my fault. I didn't cause it, I cant control it and I cant cure it. Such a relief.