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sweetteewalls Thanks Getting By...I am on the couch tonight but wide awake. Maybe as my recovery progresses, I won't have these nights anymore. This is just really so painful to feel insignificant from the person you want to be most significant to...I am tired of going to bed alone and crying after he goes to sleep but as someone told me on my previous thread, I don't want the alternative so I will endure...
It takes time in recovery for us to progress to the point where we are significant to ourselves, never mind anyone else.
Be gentle with yourself, okay?