I sweat like a pig for two weeks! LOL And the dreams actually helped me not to drink as crazy as that may sound!!!
Alcoholics have the craving of the body (physiology) and the obsession of the mind that we
cannot control. You can't do it alone and an essay from your daughter cannot (though unfortunate) keep you from drinking. The obsession is stronger than our will and this is why we need the help of other alcoholics hence this site and all the great support groups out there. This is also why so many of us have first days only to drink again.
Are you getting outside support? Just curious. I couldn't do it without my other alcoholic peeps.
