Haha isn't it funny?!
Lexiecat, I'm totally THAT girl that "loves being in love" and deludes herself to accept things that should otherwise be unacceptable in a relationship. I almost feel better still being with someone and having issues with them than just being all alone.
But I'm learning all that means is I still need to work on myself and my recovery. The only person I really need is me after all. Onwards!