Thanks Tuffgirl. You are absolutely right. I would much rather be recovering from an addiction to a person than be recovering from a substance. He is out my life and I accept the mistakes that I made. They made me better for it and I was able to walk away. Most addicts don't ever realize, let alone accept any of the mistakes they have made. And most don't walk away from their substance ever. I am greatful that my willpower and courage eventually got bigger than my disease and I overcame it.