I wasted 30 years on drinking...I raised 4 kids and many memories faded or fogged. I had no control over most of my life but still managed to get through it.
This is now...I no longer drink. I have control over my life and what I do and say. I am not an alcohol puppet anymore. Life is here for me to live. Tomorrow is new and fresh and I can tackle it with an independance and confidence. There's no sense harboring over the past...it's gone...over...done. All I can do now is make my future the best I can possibly make it.