I can blame and be angry with AH all I want but mostly I am angry with myself. I've been your codie mom. Putting the girls aside bc I've been consumed with worry about AH and I have tremendous guilt. I have no doubt that D5 is very angry with me. I am the one home, I am the rule maker, I am the one who AH tells her "made" him leave. I've snapped at my D's bc of the stress I've been under bc of AH and all sorts of other stuff like that...