H-Hungry? No,
A-Angry? Not sure.
L-Lonely. Maybe.
T-Tired? Most definitely.
Ok, self care: In sorting this out, emotionally as well as just taking care of the basics of medical care, feels really complicated today.
My blood pressure is still up and out of control.
Echocardiogram yesterday revealed a hole in my heart that is probably congenital, a leaky mitral valve, and a more leaky tricuspid valve. Ok, so now we know. What do we do about it? I don't know. I just know these tests and questions are wearing me out.
Going to work and school and raising my child...boy, so much. Feel tired today.
I've gone to my spiritual places and emotionally feel drained.
Then Mr. No Contact, exABF did send me a message today. He said he hopes we both get better soon. Yeah, one thing we can agree on! I had to put my response here so that it doesn't go anywhere else.
Thanks for listening.