I know it is supposed to not feel good, but this really sucks
Big fights all weekend, he asked me to leave on Saturday and then backtracked all day Sunday.
I told him I was leaving Monday. Sign the lease tomorrow.
It has been unbearable around here. I know he hurts, but I do too.
Today I got "you knew who you married 9 months ago," "I finally have an epiphany in February and you can't hang on?" and "you wasted my time."
That last one hurt the most.
I feel so by myself. Al-Anon meeting got cancelled tonight, so I am on my own. I wrote my mom earlier today and haven't heard back.
Father's Day this weekend and this is my second one without my dad. I would kill to talk to him right now.
I feel like crap. I am sad. I am frustrated. I am hurting.
I really want a break.