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Old 06-12-2011, 06:19 PM
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Itchy
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My bottom was every day for the last year or so that I was drinking. Every morning I put shots in my coffee. That started out as "hair of the dog" once in a while for years, but then it was every morning to stop the shakes and the dry heaves and the dizziness. 3 to five shots in coffee to both feel better and get to where I didn't care I was drinking as soon as my eyes opened. I hit my bottom every morning and could not stop. I finally gave up and checked into detox. I swore never again. I broke my cycle. I don't miss it, I don't want to go back, I don't want to try to control it, I am done. No one knows their bottom except in hindsight. (Pun int.) The ones who relapse haven't hit theirs yet.
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