I truly hope you heed what is written here.
I think your Higher Self
is giving you an opportunity
to change something that
has been your way of doing things all your life.
This decision is that big.
ANd while it LOOKS scary
it's the single thing
that will make your life into
the life you always wanted.
This man is NOT what you've always wanted.
What you describe in your opening post
is what you will have
every day for the rest of your life.
Unless you do it.
Say no.
This is your life
only you can change it.
This is the snowball at the top of the mountain
of what can get BETTER for you
al the way around
in every aspect
but you have to say this is enough and you have to do it with this.
I can see that so clearly for you I can almost touch it.
You're being granted the life you always wanted always dreamed would happen
but to get it
you have to walk away from the way it's always been.
He... is what has always been.
This is your chance.