...nine months in I had the courage and wisdom to leave my wife. The last 13 years probably would have been as good as the 13 before her were.
Big mistake. Big, big mistake.
Take care,
Cyranoak
Originally Posted by
putmeontheair 
C - yeah, I think that is it. Or I don't want to be there when he starts not caring again.
I have had my hopes built up and demolished so many times in our 9 months of marriage. It is not supposed to be like this.
He said last night he wished there would be a sign from god about whether or not we are going to be ok. You and me both buddy.
I am terrified to invest more when he has let me down so many times in the past.