C - yeah, I think that is it. Or I don't want to be there when he starts not caring again.
I have had my hopes built up and demolished so many times in our 9 months of marriage. It is not supposed to be like this.
He said last night he wished there would be a sign from god about whether or not we are going to be ok. You and me both buddy.
I am terrified to invest more when he has let me down so many times in the past.