He is improving
Yet I feel that I am not. I can't let go and trust him again. I can't try. I don't know how to deal with the feelings of wanting to run away as fast as I can. I feel trapped.
He is making major strides. Selfishness and manipulation are essentially gone, and when they do shoe themselves he is quick to make amends. Why can't I just let this go? Why do I way t to run away?
In Al-Anon, have a sponsor.
Him being nice/normal/working toward healthy is what I have wanted for so long. Why am I having such issues with it?
Thanks for letting me share.