well i went to an AA meeting that met at 6:30 AM. i rode my bicycle and felt awesome. but i am in some sort of funk now. i made my noon meeting and waiting for my ride to take me home, i started to feel lousy.
it has been my experience in these few days to simply wait it out.
it's been a while since i was a weekender. single parenthood has sort of shut things down for me. however i do go with my daughter to my sister's. there is a pool and everyone is drinking. pretty much at this point i don't want to fail my AA people. they work hard at maintaining sobriety and i find that that is better at this point.
i've never been longer than 6 weeks without a drink in 33 years. and only on two occasions have i made it passed 21 days.