I took the dictionary out and defined 'will'.
Both webster ... and Oxford.
*I* tend to go with Oxford definitions
Webster can be a bit dogmatic for my taste.
Then I looked up 'willful'.
Try it.
You're going to be surprised
at what most people think 'will' is -
when they're in fact
being 'willful'.
It's amazing.
THEN _
I hand wrote the definition
actually the one I liked 'best'
and put it on the fridge.
When I put a word on the fridge
I tend to begin to 'see' the word in action
in the world around me.
I call it 'percolating' on the word
because it's not really a 'meditation'.
Anyway - amazing things happened.
And it gave me a deeper understanding of the word.
An understanding I could relate to
and be comfortable with while within this world.