Old 06-03-2011, 10:34 PM
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Zencat
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Being on a few psychiatric med's myself, I know of having blackouts, unexplained behavior and strange emotional states all without being under the influence of street drugs of booze. It is the down side of medication that on average helps me exceedingly well otherwise.

I'm caught in bind, I'm taking med's that can and have caused me sever unusual distress, yet without them I have gone absolutely bonkers clean and sober and psych med free.

Why this drama, simply, I cooked my noodle on meth...in a bad way. So I deal with it as best as I can. And you know I feel lucky to be alive no matter what problems come up with the meds, because I know the hell it was trying to recover without them. Man I almost lost it then, grateful to be finding it as not too bad overall, meds and whatnot.
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