JT,
It hasn't been that long. It takes a good year to work through grief. If it goes beyond a year and is still this bad then you should start worrying. Shoot, you described me and I'm not grieving. I think stress sucks the life out of us. You've been through a really stressful time.
I do think you would feel better if you would just try to force yourself to work in the garden or something like that. I was thinking of buying myself a bike. Do you think I would break a hip???
Hugs,
MG
lol, it took me so long to write this there are 10 new posts before this one. I'll have to catch up again.