This is a tough one, but in time, I've learned to let go of the expectations. I've come to a point where it doesn't take much to remind myself I'm only setting myself up for disappointment. Instead, let the chips fall where they may. I don't always remember in an instant, but my recovery is working. I'm always a work in progress, but the lightbulb moments do seem to happen more quickly then before and for that, I'm grateful. It sure is a long road, but a path I'm always grateful to follow.