Magic...
Way to lay it out.
Sometimes I think I want to be miserable. At least as evidenced by my allowing myself to wallow...
The black ache...
I'm actually afraid of that feeling ... ya know? It was so much a part of my life before I found the 12 steps and the people that work them... and sometimes I found it almost unbearable.
But... that was then... this is now... and I have tools... and I know they work. It just takes me a little time sometimes to remember to use them.
Thanks for reminding me.