The title of your post made me think of some program
I don't remember the name of it
on Animal Planet -
it was about some psychological disorder
associated with people who 'love' poisionous snakes and spiders.
Of course every person the show described died
because they 'loved' poisionous snakes.
but -
the show made me think about us codies
just the same
because there *is* (IMO) a similarity
about us
who think that what these people do to us
is love.
That's why the big onion peeling process
some people would call a 'journey'
to discover what it really *is*
sometimes along the way find out where the hell we got that idea
but mostly to get beyond it
and find out.
Anyway - ott - perhaps
but it's what the title made me think of.