You are right. And that is the saddest part. I DO mean what I say. And if he had half a healthy brain he would know that. I love him, but not enough to sacrifice any more. When I look back at all I've given up to be with him all these years, move all over the country for work, etc, I see that he had me off balance the whole time.
I am trying to get my life back. I am starting school in the Fall. It's a small step, but it's something.
We shall see. I don't want to be hurt any more.