nicam -
what you're describing and asking is what,
for me
was the start of the greatest and most eventful
and beauty - filled journey
of this busy busy life -
"Why do I think *this* is love?"
In a way - I'm STOKED for you
because your posts
reflect a real desire to know.
You're asking ... in a way that gets answers.
I personally see that as a great thing.
So the attitude (I'm seeing is )
therapy- okay
groups - okay
books - okay
whatEVER brings the answers you know?