Hi Roselian-
Yes, I remember that feeling. The feeling of "what am I going to do with myself" with ALL this time off.
In early sobriety, there was just too much time in a day for me. How sad is that? I was literally in fear of too much life.
This is where, having face-to-face support is so beneficial. Going to an AA meeting, sometimes just to have somewhere to go, is very helpful (and if you stick around, it becomes amazing).
Kjell~