Well today is it..The divorce is final..."Wow" is all I can say..
Yesterday he calls me at work.
He wants to know: Why are you divorcing me?, Is there a chance of us
ever getting back together?, Whats the rush?, Do you still love me?
He tells me: He is sober, He is going to AA now
He tells me that his AA class is "Wild". The class is suppose to start at 7pm.
But it didnt start on time. At 7:20pm a guy throws down the gavel and yells, Okay, Mother F. class has begun..Shortly after, the lights are turned out and they all held candles and continued on with class.
He laughs, and said "OMG, I cant wait to go back next week, it was a blast"
Then he switches lanes to: "I knew you would listen to your freaking Alanon friends and girlfriends and your physco mother" Come on, Is this what you really want?
I totally lost it....I think I actually got red in the face!!!
I told him: If you were in TRUE recovery, you would not being throwing my friends and family into the pile. You would TRUELY understand, the damage that you have done to everyone!!!... and yourself!!!
Love, does not hurt and it does not call your wife a ***** and it does not leave your wife with all of the financial burdens.
But alcoholism does...So BUCK UP & GO GET SOME HELP!!! and quit calling me at work...I have to make a living!!
And quit thinking there is another man in my life, Im leaning more towards becoming a freaking nun!!
Then I hung up...
Im not a drinker, but I think tonight I will go drink 108 beers!!
Divorce is not easy, but staying married to an alcoholic is beyond crazy!!
