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Old 05-25-2011, 10:05 AM
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sandrawg
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You are not alone. MY birthday is coming up June 6, and I MET my exabf right before my birthday, 4 years ago

So yeah, this is a tough time for me too. Last night I was in the kitchen and I had this memory flooding back of him holding me and hugging me while I washed the dishes. And I remembered all the meals we shared toggther at my kitchen table, just talking and laughing. I used to love to cook for him and he was so appreciative.

UGH. Then I tried to replace those memories with bad ones. Like the time we got into an argument and he took an entire plate of food I cooked for him and chucked it at my couch. I should've made him clean it up but I felt guilty, like I had provoked him, and cleaned it up myself. I thikn the back of my couch still has a stain on it from that incident.
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