Dude I am so sorry for you. I know that sinking feeling when we believe everything is going well and a huge let down knocks the wind out of our sails.
My girls have been setting up for a big celebration of my 46th birthday today.
We've had three weeks of sobriety on the house and it has been fantastic.
All the alarms went off this morning and to cut a long story short, a small bottle coke full of Vodka came out from under the drivers seat of my wifes car.
My heart is broken ....again.