Oh yeah, you drinking tonight is my fault
So exabf called today and we had a good chat, it was nice.
Then
A text at 330 that said he was having a bad day and trying to hold it together. I was too busy to call, but sent a text back that said stay strong and use your head. He texted back that he wanted to talk to me, I said I would later.
When I called at 7 I could hear it in his voice, and he was ranting about an argument with his dad. I said I had to go.
He said "you don't want to talk to me because you think I'm drinking". He. Denied it and then told me I was crazy. I said goodnight and hung up.
Then the threat, I want to talk to you, and if you won't I'm going to the bar. I didn't respond. He has called 12 times since and sent multiple texts that no sober man would even consider texting.
Has it ever been "your fault" that your a needed to drink?
I know it's quacking.
Here I am, living with my parents, trying to hold on to some glimmer of hope, and he gives me no other choice but to move on.
He also asked why I left? Really?