Divorce Papers Signed - How come I cant be like some of you?
If you read my last post: Where's the man I married?
You will be able to understand, where Im at today....
Got a pretty big lump in my thoart today, when the lawyer
called me and told me he faxed the signed papers over to her.
She would give them to the court and it will all be final by middle
of next week...
I got really big lump in my thoart as I was on the phone to the lawyer
Pulled over along side the road to puke
Finally letting go
Hoping this is what brings him to his knees & he finds recovery
I sat here today and wondered, how come I cant be like some of you.
Some of you stayed married to your AH or AW
Some of you sound very content
Some of you sound so strong
Some of you can live apart for years & stay married
Why not me?
I didnt want to divorce him ... I really didnt
But I dont know this person anymore, so I had to let go....
Damn, I really let go........
It is here, right smack in my face..Papers are signed!
But a really weird feeling came across to me
I will probably end up burying him, before he ever sees a sober day
Alcoholism, what a freaking horrible diesase!!!!