My gf is a saint. She's noticed my behavior, but turned a blind eye for a little while because I told her that "I got it." She says she couldn't watch me do this to myself anymore. Our conversation was on Tuesday night and yesterday she was acting weird. I knew something was up. Yesterday was also the day when I knew it had to end. So when she came home from work last night she voiced her concerns and offered support. She actually even looked up an AA meeting close to the house that we could both go to. She wants to come with me. I love her more than anything. No one has ever stepped up for me like that and offered help, although many times in my life you could tell that I was in trouble.
I NEED to do this for me, for us, and for our (yet to be here) little ones.