Its a constant vigil
Am beginning to think and feel staying sober really is a constant vigil. Here I am on a Saturday evening, with my two wonderful doggies, so am not alone. Now if I were my old drinking lifestyle, I could so easily "pop" out to a friend with a bottle or two and quite easily sit and drink the evening away, thoughts came to me to do this. But NO, I really want to stop drinking so am actually thinking this evening through to the end. It would start off lovely, nice glass wine, etc etc, then I would DEFINITELY end up blasted, drive home drunk, inevitably get home and put the music on full blast and drink more, party on (by myself, how sad!!!) and wake up with the resulting all day hangover. So, went to supermarket instead and bought CHOCOLATE (he he he!!!) better than wine lol. Any comments please x