After 3.5 yrs with an alcoholic bf, off and on, I determined there is nothing but craziness in being with one.
Craziness, pain, frustration, dissatisfaction, trauma, PTSD, emotional abuse, drama, confusion, having your self-esteem beaten to a pulp, being blamed for everything, projection, deflection, denial, dishonesty, mistrust, stress, crying, hurt feelings, loneliness...yeah, that sums it up in a nutshell, in my experience.
Originally Posted by
sillysquirrel 
I don't know why I doubt myself about these things sometimes. He is so good at making me think I am overreacting or just plain crazy..