A therapist told me "we are always alone"
I sometimes get it, most of my friends have babies now, or are in a relationship. I need fellow working single girlfriends and also I need good male friends that are healthy.
I wish we lived in the same city to put on makeup and dress up and hit the bars and have a good time! well I have started to "get out" more... but then I meet some jerks, or worse, drunken jerks and I miss watching the E! channel on my bed with the cats.. lol
PS You can feel special and have fun while doing it, its such a cliche but you don't need anyone to make you feel anything. You are the source. What can you do to make your day special? what makes you smile? what makes you laugh? what makes you realize you are worthy- just as worthy with a crowd cheering you on or in a remote place alone in nature...?