Ranger - I hear ya clear as day. And I know it would be an extremely bad idea to go. And deep down I know whats important, and Ill make the right moves on that. What matters is taking care of myself right now. And its a bummer, but I know in reality I wouldn't jeopardize myself like that when it came down to it.
Damn this blasted addiction!
I need to find some sober friends. I really dont think I have a single one.In fact I know I dont. Ill find some somewhere! I hear they hang out at AA meetings
Until then you all have to deal with me! muahahaha :P
-Ryan