She relapsed yesterday...
...and I surprised myself by not being angry. Didn't expect that at all.
We talked this morning, she was honest (another first), and I was actually able to tell her I love her, but that I won't go down the road with her again as it starts getting worse.
We'll see what she does, and how she responds to this relapse. She has not been working her program as vigorously, and was only going to two meetings a week. I've been staying out of it, which is killing me, but I have to be honest that I saw this coming.
This next month or two is going to be a defining time. I may very well find myself getting my own place. I'm actually kind of looking forward to it. That's weird.
The only part that's really stressing me out is that I have to go back East for work the next three days, and I'm scared to leave her alone with daughter. Daughter and I have talked, and there is a contingency plan, but still.
Thanks for listening.
Have a nice day.
Cyranoak