Deep Breath, One foot in front of the other
Police just showed up to give me the subpoena. That didn't take long from the time I fired my lawyer to the time I got served (he had told me that they Prosecutor's office couldn't subpoena me directly as long as I had a lawyer... true?)
The police haven't been here since Jan 31 when AH was arrested. I got really anxious and upset seeing the car pull up and being face to face with the two officers. Not for any particular reason I guess other than the association of what it meant when they were here last.
Having this in hand is making the trial a lot more real. Maybe that sounds stupid. But it's how I feel right now.
I was not feeling this nervous at all for the past few months and I am feeling super nervous about the whole thing right now.
I obviously won't be sharing how I feel with AH so I am just posting this here to get it out I guess...
Thanks for "listening"...