So good to hear from you, I was wondering how you are doing. I had to try a couple of times with the no contact thing, it was very difficult for me. But eventually I realized that having that contact just made it harder for me to do what I knew in my heart was right. If it is supposed to be that way with the two of you, then the answers will come. I do appreciate how hard it is.
Hang in there and keep us posted! Glad you are doing well with the family and stuff, i personally am taking advantage of some free housing from friends and family while on my journey of discovery. They are happy to have me, and understand that I need a little extra support right now. We are both very lucky!