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suki44883 ^^^^THAT is where you should feel shame. Finding recovery for alcoholism is nothing to be ashamed of. It will be hard work and it is something you will have to work on for the rest of your life. If it is what you truly want, you will be willing to do whatever it takes.
To deal with the shame I just drink again. I know I have to break this cycle, this can't go on. Sometimes I think I'm not going to wake up and at that point I don't care.