On 2/15/11 You Wrote:
Now I've been missing him so much i thought we could give it another go. But...talking to him brought it all back like it was yesterday.
I honestly don't want to TRY TO RELATE to an active drinker. It's IMPOSSIBLE!
We have a date coming up.
Now I don't want to get into a position where I just want to SHOOT MYSELF.
Which is a thought if...nothing changes...nothing changes.
I could get back in...lightbulb moment here...
What are the keywords I notice???? SHOOT MYSELF
TRY TO RELATE to an active drinker. It's IMPOSSIBLE!
And~~~~
nothing changes...nothing changes