Originally Posted by
GettingBy 
I had the SAME thought this morning!! I had dropped the kids off, was driving to work and thinking about where I am and where I want to go. The internal dialogue - "Well, maybe we don't have to get a divorce. Maybe I can accept moderation...." and once I realized what I was thinking I wanted to slap myself silly!!!
Was I really trying to talk myself into accepting the unacceptable?!?!!? Was I really allowing myself to buy into his theory that the drinking is okay?!??!
GOOD GOD... get me to a meeting.
Perhaps an ex of HP at work here... I'm "confessing" my insane thinking (which I still am struggling with even as I say here that it's insane) and you too were having the same kinds of thoughts... maybe hearing others say they are thinking similarly helps us all see how un-well it is to be around A's who aren't in recovery....