You will get through it somehow, you really will. It might be messy, but you sound like you have a potential job and it will work out well for you.
I keep trying to picture my life in a year, and I hope my house will be sold, I will be divorced and have some kind of job and I will not be being bothered by my AH anymore. Visualizing this is getting me through today. I know I have had hard times in the past, days I felt like I could not survive, and now they are all distant memories. This will be too and it won't hurt like it does now.