I'd like to add how grateful I am that all of you are here and willing to share your stories. I am not very supportive to others the way I would like to be mostly because I know I have a long way to go before I will I can give healthy advise to others. When I feel so emotionally messed up how can I possibly be of help to someone else? SO I do read a lot and do post where I feel like I have something to offer. Just know I wish the best for each of you..