This is my first time posting and I'm on day 6 of opiate wd's, cold Turkey style. I was taking any type of opiate I could find, up to 7 a day. And yes like most everyone in this situation I had a couple of surgeries but then became dependent on them. I couldn't even get out of bed without taking one. Well was tired of the burden and all of the money I wasted so I finally broke down and told my husband. He was already more than aware of my problem but I thought I had everything under control. Not!! Back to my point, sorry my brain is still all over the place, day 6 wd's...yesterday I felt pretty good, not great but at least not ****** lol!! But today I am dealing with the hot/cold flashes, crawlies and zilch motivation. My husband has been great but I'm an impatient person and I know I'm never going back to having something control me but I'm over not having any motivation! When will I get back to giving a **** about anything????